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[18 Feb 2005|09:55pm]
[ mood | sick ]

my kitty carnage: What color is my text.
Spiffy Hobo: black
my kitty carnage: i mean
my kitty carnage: username
my kitty carnage: god.
Spiffy Hobo: green
my kitty carnage: C&P
X DoRA WiNiFRED: blue
Spiffy Hobo: my kitty carnage
my kitty carnage: yours is the coolest color. Spiffy Hobo:
BlueDragonMerc: my kitty carnage:
Spiffy Hobo: sweet
my kitty carnage: BlueDragonMerc
BlueDragonMerc: Spiffy Hobo:
X DoRA WiNiFRED: ouch
my kitty carnage: X DoRA WiNiFRED
Spiffy Hobo: BlueDragonMerc: my kitty carnage
XLoOkBeHiNdYoUX: BlueDragonMerc:
my kitty carnage: XLoOkBeHiNdYoUX
BlueDragonMerc: Spiffy Hobo:
Spiffy Hobo: XLoOkBeHiNdYoUX
XLoOkBeHiNdYoUX: Spiffy Hobo:
my kitty carnage: I printscreened this
BlueDragonMerc: my kitty carnage:
X DoRA WiNiFRED: BlueDragonMerc:
Spiffy Hobo: DoRA WiNiFRED
my kitty carnage: BlueDragonMerc
my kitty carnage: BlueDragonMerc
Spiffy Hobo: Spiffy Hobo
my kitty carnage: X DoRA WiNiFRED
BlueDragonMerc: BlueDragonMerc
XLoOkBeHiNdYoUX: BlueDragonMerc: BlueDragonMerc
my kitty carnage: XLoOkBeHiNdYoUX8====D
XLoOkBeHiNdYoUX: my kitty carnage: X DoRA WiNiFRED
BlueDragonMerc: BlueDragonMerc: BlueDragonMerc
Spiffy Hobo: BlueDragonMerc: BlueDragonMercXLoOkBeHiNdYoUX: BlueDragonMerc: BlueDragonMerc
X DoRA WiNiFRED: my kitty carnage: X DoRA WiNiFRED
XLoOkBeHiNdYoUX: Spiffy Hobo: BlueDragonMerc: BlueDragonMercXLoOkBeHiNdYoUX: BlueDragonMerc: BlueDragonMerc
my kitty carnage: Spiffy Hobo: BlueDragonMerc: BlueDragonMercXLoOkBeHiNdYoUX: BlueDragonMerc: BlueDragonMercX DoRA WiNiFRED: my kitty carnage: X DoRA WiNiFRED
BlueDragonMerc: BlueDragonMerc: BlueDragonMerc: BlueDragonMerc
X DoRA WiNiFRED: BlueDragonMerc: BlueDragonMercXLoOkBeHiNdYoUX: BlueDragonMerc: BlueDragonMercX DoRA WiNiFRED: my kitty carnage: X DoRA WiNiFRED
Spiffy Hobo: my kitty carnage: Spiffy Hobo: BlueDragonMerc: BlueDragonMercXLoOkBeHiNdYoUX: BlueDragonMerc: BlueDragonMercX DoRA WiNiFRED:

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DO YOU GUYS WANNA LOL? [18 Feb 2005|12:49pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Screams of frustration
echo soundly in his head.
Holy chanting of sin
seemingly raise the dead.

A helpful hand,
A holy One,
Has sanctioned Mary from the sun.

"Betray!" she screams.
Evil pulls through.
Smothering her in painted dreams
of a sickly crimson hue.

Holy water Hell--
a binding of tape,
assistance with a putrid smell
and a righteous act of rape.

And this is what happens when you fuck with God.
And this is how it comes to be.
And this is what becomes of sin.
You are never alone.
You will never be free.

....And this is what happens at two o'clock in the morning while watching tv.

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[18 Feb 2005|08:48am]
[ mood | sick ]

Sick now, but it's funny how I won't be sick at around 7 later tonight.

My, how the human body works! Fabulous.

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[17 Feb 2005|04:06pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Star Fox Assault is most definitely "poo".

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[16 Feb 2005|06:53pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Absolutely nothing happened. My life is boring. No one says anything interesting, or at least, no one says anything interesting that I can talk about.

Oh. I'm getting a barcode tattoo on the back of my neck with the numbers "655321". That is all.

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[15 Feb 2005|07:51pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I've switched into PMS mode, level 3, so excuse me in advance if I snap at you. And excuse me if I begin to go into hysterics (laughing and/or crying). That happens, too. It'd be pretty fucking neato if I sprouted horns during this time of the month.

"Hey, who shoved the stick up that bitches ass?"
"No, no, man. Look. She has horns."
"Oh. I understand now, and will respect her as a woman in the near future whilst accompanied by her and her menstrual presence."

In a sad attempt to get V-shaped bangs and getting them even, I butchered the entire top of my hair. How can I go from one small section to an entire level? Well, you have to put the fact that I'm a complete fucking moron into perspective. So now I sort of have a mushroom cut on top of really sickly fake flower-smelling hair. YES. SCORE.

Brushing irritating and insignificant hair matters aside, I found this clothing brand tag taped to my mirror this afternoon. It read:

You are exceptional.
you are inimitbale.
you are distinctive.
you are irreplaceable.
you are rare.
you are brilliant.
you are special.
you are extraordinary.
you are incomparable.
you are excellent.
you are an individual.
you are
Younique Denim

...I am not my moms fucking... denim.
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[14 Feb 2005|03:21pm]
[ mood | bored ]

No te amo, por duermes con mi.

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[12 Feb 2005|05:47pm]
[ mood | creative ]

new DA account. woot.

PS: Blowjob to whomever can get me four AA batteries.
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[10 Feb 2005|05:36pm]
long stupid survey that i didn't even finish answering because i was FORCED TO DO IT AND I LOST INTERESTCollapse )
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[10 Feb 2005|11:34am]
[ mood | tired ]

Fell asleep in the library across the street from the school, today. But things happened today whilst I read Dante's Inferno and a book about mutants and the bubonic plague. This little boy ran up to me while I was reading and just.. stared blankly. I looked up, and then continued to read. And when I looked back, he had a twin, and this twin was also staring at me with a blank expression. I thought I was seeing things, but then their mother came and ushered them away from the "nice lady" (THATS ME AHAHHAHAH).

It must have been a little after seventh period when this guy is taping on my boot URGENTLY. "Hey! Miss! MISS! No sleeping in the library! MISS! NO SLEEPING IN THE LIBRARY!"

And I just stared at him with wide eyes, oblivious as to where I was for the first few moments of my wakening. "Um... okay.. okay.." I muttered before pretending to read, while I really sat there wondering "What an asshole."

Now I'm going to get pizza. Feel my away message. Feel it.

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[09 Feb 2005|12:02pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I found a cure for my insomnia. Tool. Yes. I just leave my Aenima cd on, and I'm asleep by Pushit.

Last night, I dreamt I was in this run-down school/church. Usually, when I dream about school, it's in this one place. The teachers are always the same-- never wanting us to leave, magical, old, FEMALES. Ew. Well, anyway, it was a psychiatrical health department. I saw one girl who was in my gym class, (ROXIE-POO MIGHT KNOW WHO I AM TALKING ABOUT, AND IN CASE SHE DOESN'T WANT HER NAME TO BE USED, HER CODENAME IS VAG). Vag was there, and so was this other girl I'll call TIME.

I sat in the waiting room, and asked TIME where VAG went. She said VAG went in and is never coming out. Then it turned out the room which we were waiting to go into was a crematory. So I just.. stood up really calmly and left. TIME wanted to stay because she was reading a magazine, and she was waiting for her boyfriend SPAN to come and join her in the flames. The atmosphere was eeriely peaceful, and the woman at the desk was a bitch.

Roxie-Poo and I went to the nurse during lunch. Being the clever devil she is, she concocted a plan. She took one door from the dean's office whilst I went through the actual office's door. The woman there was really old. I used my common "I have cramps. Can I lay down?" excuse. She said, "WHAT?" and glared. I repeated myself, and her finger SLOWLY moved to the door behind me. We couldn't stop laughing when we got into the room, for some reason. It must have sounded weird from outside.

Then I had to piss. I walked out of the room, after waiting patiently as she held the phone up to her ear, saying "HELLO?" while it was still ringing. It eventually stopped ringing. "Where's the bathroom?"


"...Where's the.. bathroom...?"

Then she slowly lifted her finger with a sort of appauled look on her face, pointing to the door next to the room with the beds.

I was written up by my english teacher, who is definitely not Ms. C. I don't even know this ones name, but she really doesn't like me at all. Constantly looking at me with this look like "Ew scum leave my class you are not wanted" when she thinks I'm not looking. Fucking irritating. Of course I'm not going to supervision. Ms. Brown is really nice to me, which is not something usually said. I'm just fucking special.

Hey, who wants to come over and watch Shaun of the Dead?

You know what? Fuck it. Everyone come over and watch. We'll have a pizza party. It'll be angry-fun.

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[08 Feb 2005|02:33pm]
[ mood | shitty ]

I might go shopping for clothes, today. YES. I LOVE GOING SHOPPING. I LOVE IT A LOT. I love it like the sun, and I love it like the moon taking the sun and bringing it down to the earth because it thinks the sun "owes it one". No. Wtf. We rotate. Shit happens. Lmfao. There doesn't have to be a conflict involved.

Roxie-poo and I were walking from lunch to English when the alarms went off. Everyone left through the nearest doors. We stood on the other side of the curb with her insistence that the school was going to explode. I secretely hoped it would. To just have something interesting happen... with the expense of many injured or possibly dead. I dunno. That would give me something fun to talk about.

Omg it's horrible I know I know. What a stupid girl.

My parents are off in court suing someone else. What a fine day.

My neighbor, Paul, is very lewd and... father-like. Can that be just a tad more eerie? Well yes. He insists his thirty+ son continue to live with him because he doesn't want him getting married, yet.

I feel free!

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[07 Feb 2005|02:51pm]
[ mood | blah ]

[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[x] kissed a member of the same sex.
[ ] crashed a friend's car.
[ ] been to Japan.
[x] ridden in a taxi.
[ ] been in love.
[x] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight
[x] snuck out of my parent's house.
[x] ever had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] ever dated someone of the same sex.
[x] had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] been arrested.
[ ] made out with a stranger
[ ] stole something from my job
[ ] celebrated New Years in Zadar, Croatia on the beach!!!.
[ ] gone on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher
[ ] celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] been to Europe.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] slept with a co-worker.
[ ] been married
[ ] gotten divorced.
[ ] had children.
[ ] seen someone die.
[ ] been to Africa.
[x] had a crush on one of my lj friends (Didn't meet them on LJ, though.)
[x] slapped someone I loved.
[ ] driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/concert.
[x] been to Canada.
[ ] been to Mexico
[x] been on a plane.
[ ] seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] thrown up.
[x] purposely set a part of myself on fire.
[ ] been snowboarding.
[x] taken painkillers for fun.
[x] intentionally burned yourself.
[x] miss someone right now
[x] kissed just a friend.
[x] have a crush on anyone right now
[ ] ever been asked to a formal dance.
[ ] sick and tired of the opposite sex

[x] The shoes you wore today: Black sneakers with white-painted skulls.
[x] Your eyes: Brown.
[x] Your fears: Rejection, memory loss, having my finger torn off in a situation worth laughing at.

-----------------WHAT IS------------------
[x] Your most overused phrase on aim: "elohel".
[x] Your thoughts first waking up: "Fuck. I was dreaming."
[x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Whatever the hell is the most noticable about them. ( I'm just leaving that there because it's exactly what I was going to put. )
[x] Your best physical feature: None.
[x] Your bedtime: Sleep at random times.
[x] Your most missed memory: Don't know.

-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
[x] Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
[x] McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King.
[x] Adidas or Nike: Adidas.
[x] Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla.
[x] Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino.

-----------------DO YOU------------------
[x] Smoke Ciggarettes: No.
[x] Curse: Yes.
[x] Take a shower everyday: Yes.
[x] Have any crushes?: Yes.
[x] Who are they: Everyone, of course.
[x] Do you think you've been in love?: Nah.
[x] Want to go to college: Yes.
[x] Like high school: It's better than middle school, but still sucks.
[x] Want to get married: Not.. at the moment.
[x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: YOU.
[x] Believe in yourself: Of course not.
[x] Get motion sickness: No.
[x] Think you're a health freak: No.
[x] Get along with your parents: No.
[x] Like thunderstorms: Yup.

------------IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU--------------
[x] Gone to the mall: Yes.
[x] Eaten sushi: No.
[x] Been on stage: No.
[x] Been dumped: No.
[x] Gone skating: No.
[x] Made homemade cookies: No.
[x] Dyed your hair: No.
[x] Stolen anything: Yes.

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
[x] Flown on a plane: Yes.
[x] Missed school because it was raining?: No.
[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: Sure.
[x] Cried during a movie?: Yes.
[x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: I'm totally copying Brittany.

[x] Had an imaginary friend: Yes.
[x] Cut your hair: Yes.
[x] Had crush on a teacher?: Yes.
[x] Been called a tease: Ew. Yeah.
[x] Gotten beaten up?: Siblings. Sure.
[x] Been in a fight: Yes.
[x] Shoplifted: Yes.

-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
[x] Age you hope to be married: Don't care.
[x] Numbers of children: Don't know.
[x] Describe your dream wedding: Never.
[x] How do you want to die?: Don't know.
[x] What do you want to be when you grow up?: Don't know.
[x] What country would you most like to visit?: Ireland.

-----------------FUTURE PARTNER------------------
[x] Best eye color: Don't care.
[x] Best hair color: Don't care.
[x] Short or long hair: Don't care.
[x] Best height: Taller.
[x] Best weight: Don't care.
[x] Best first date location: Don't care.
[x] Best first kiss location: Don't care.

-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
[x] Number of drugs taken illegally: None.
[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: 0.
[x] Number of CDs that I own: No idea.
[x] Number of piercings: Two.
[x] Number of tattoos: None.
[x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: No idea.


[x] Shampoo: Aussie.
[x] Fave Color(s): None.
[x] Day/Night: Night.
[x] Summer/Winter. Winter.
[x] Lace or Satin: Satin.
[x] Fave Cartoon: Hellsing or Super Milk Chan.
[x] Fave Food: Bread.
[x] Fave Movies: A Clockwork Orange, Shaun of the Dead, Alice in Wonderland, Beetlejuice, Fight Club, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, The Cell, Donnie Darko, Napoleon Dynamite, Titanic, The Others, Poltergeist, Identity, The Shining, Dreamcatcher, A Beautiful Mind, Black Beauty, Girl Interrupted, Not Another Teen Movie, Conspiracy Theory.
[x] Fave sport: None. Sports are Satans work.

----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
[x] Right Now Wearing: APC shirt. Jeans. Socks. The most uncomfortable bra. And underwear. YES.
[x] Drinking: Nothing.
[x] Thinking about: gdsgsdgwesgah.
[x] Listening to: Melt by Siouxsie and the Banshees.

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
[x] Cried: No.
[x] Worn jeans: Yes.
[x] Met someone new online: No.
[x] Done laundry: No.
[x] Drove a car: No.

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
[x] Yourself: "Of course not".
[x] Your friends: ...
[x] Santa Clause: No.
[x] Tooth Fairy: No.
[x] Destiny/Fate: Indifferent.
[x] Angels: Indifferent.
[x] Ghosts: Yes.
[x] UFO's: Yes.
[x] God: Indifferent.

------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: Yes.
[x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: No.
[x] Do you like anyone?: Yes.
[x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: "Kat acts like me sometimes, I guess. Just in that we possess some of the same mannerisms, because we view things a lot differently these days. Fucking bitch. screampretty is a fucking bitch." I had to leave that in because I sincerely believe she's a bitch and she's changed. What a bitch.
[x] Are you close to any family member?: No.
[x] What's the best feeling in the world?: Feeling wanted, needed, and loved.
[x] Worst Feeling?: Knowing that no one cares. You're not wanted, needed, or loved. Not hated, even. Just nothing.
[x] What time is it now?: 2:51PM
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[06 Feb 2005|10:01am]
[ mood | anxious ]

I have saggy tits.

Brittany eats saggy tits.

No, definitely it's that I have saggy tits.


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[05 Feb 2005|11:49pm]
some wow screen caps.Collapse )
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[05 Feb 2005|03:39pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Brittany: -gets a long coat out of the closet, walks to her mom in the other room- Mom, do you know where my coat is? ..the long one?
Her mom: I think it's in the closet.
Brittany: -pauses, and looks down at coat- Is it this one?


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[04 Feb 2005|10:49pm]
[ mood | bored ]


Paint/blue prints for an upcoming shitty hairdo for a very shitty lady. ;)
The gray is supposed to be black, but maybe I just like the way the gray looked today in Paint. It was very nice.


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[04 Feb 2005|05:30pm]
[ mood | rock-throwing ]

Well, today was all right. Nothing exciting. Nothing horrible. My mother rushed me into her room to show me a disturbing image on the television. Spanish channel: woman with bug-like eyes. AHHHHH. At first, I was like, "Ah.. neat." But she kept going about her business, and for some reason, that made my stomach turn. So for the past few minutes, I've been screaming "AH" randomly, along with some chilly spine-attacks. Going to Bri's, now. Probably going to throw a rock at this kid's house because I'm in quite the rock-throwing mood.


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[03 Feb 2005|09:33pm]
[ mood | still bored ]

I have a cell phone.
I am an only child.
I am a shopoholic.
I love dangly earrings.
I love cold weather.
I'm obsessed with the computer.
I have shot a gun before.
I can't live without music.
I have no tolerance of ignorant people.
I have ridden on a motorcycle before.
I'll be in this town forever.
I've been to 5 other countries.
I get annoyed easily.
I eventually want kids.
I have neat handwriting.
I have more than a few horrible memories.
I am addicted to chocolate.
I am an atheist.
My parents are strict.
I love airplane rides.
I love taking pictures.
I hate people who are fake.
I can be mean when I want to.
My parents care about my grades.
One of my best friends is a guy.
I have way too many purses.
I'm obsessed with lip gloss.
I am easy to talk to.
I would never eat raw fish.
I cry easily.
I hate when people are late.
I procrastinate.
I love winter.
I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
I love to sleep.
I wish I were smarter.
I'm afraid of flying.
I hate drama.
I bite my nails.
I have been on an 8 hour drive.
I never fight with my parents.
I love the beach.
I have never had the chicken pox.
I have gone out in public in my pajamas.
I can't control my emotions.
I have a best friend.
I have moved more than once.
I truly love my friends. ;)
I have braces.
I have never broken a bone.
I hate my computer.
I love guys that play the drums.
I state the obvious.
I'm a happy person.
I love to dance.
I love to sing.
I love cleaning my room.
I tend to get jealous very easily.
I love cute underwear.
I love night better than day.
I don't like to study for tests.
I have been on the phone for over 5 hours.
I am too forgiving.
I have horrible sense in direction.
I miss elementary school.
I'm a daddy's girl.
I love kisses on my forehead.
I love the color pink.
I love to sew.
My eye color changes.
I should see a therapist.
I played on a guys' sports team.
I become stressed easily.
I hate liars.
I like comfy sweatpants.
I can play the piano.
I love the smell of rain.
I love my family.
I hate needles.
I am a perfectionist.
I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
I hate the feeling of failure.
I have friends in other countries.
I know how to cook.
I can be quite selfish.
At times, I still act like a little kid.
I have food allergies.
I love little kids.
I love to read.
I wish I were more motivated for school.
I love getting stuff in the mail.
I have problems with letting go of old feelings.
I hate being alone.
I love summer.
I love the weekends.
I love black eyeliner.
I think I'm pretty.
I live in a one story house.
I wear make-up.
I have never rode on an underground subway.
I can't swim.
I have bad memories.
I go to church.
I sing in the shower.
I have never been camping.
I hate cheerleaders.
I usually get what I want.
I have been on stage before.
I love roller coasters.
No one knows my full story of my life.
I am close with my parents.
I don't have a curfew.

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